Felix Mikkel Soeren

Just getting started on this. More to come.
[Trigger warning for child abuse and underaged exploitation being mentioned.]



NAME: Felix Mikkel Soeren - (Mikkel to close friends)
Age: 18
Race: Human
Ethnicity: Danish/German (Born in Kiel but moved to Copenhagen when he was 4)
Eyes: Pale bluish-green
Hair: Blonde
Height: 6'3"
Weight: lithe bordering on waifish~130 lbs
Spiritual Tendencies: Norse; Kvasir, Idun, Heimdall
Gender: Soft Masculine to feminine depending on mood, often goes out looking feminine/girl especially when working.
Sexuality: Polyamorous, Gay (potentially bicuriuos)
Occupation: exotic dancer and tattoo artist

Personality: Easily influenced and sweet, Mikkel is rebellious and sort of lost. He is adventurous while trying to figure out what to do with himself. He adores his older cousin Rikke and often mimics what he does, for good or ill. Young and naïve he doesn't have much worldly experience or understand what to do as an adult.

Distinguishing marks: Mikkel has his ears pierced several times, navel pierced, nipple piercings, and a left nostril piercing as well as a shoulder full of flowers tattooed on the left side with the saying: Lev for at gøre oprør, Oprør for at leve Danish for Live to Rebel, Rebel to Live. He has several long thin scars on his back from being hit with a belt.

Skills: Car repair, beginner: guitar, bass, piano, and percussion, beginning understanding of stage tech, poetry, tattooing. Exotic/erotic dancing, fashion/make up/hair, Languages: German and Danish; limited English, but actively learning

Past: Mikkel was born in Germany but his family soon moved to Denmark where his father's family was, in and around Copenhagen. Mikkel wasn't particularly wanted and often ignored and neglected by his parents. His older sister and brother took care of him from the time he was a baby. Mikkel was often locked in his room as a child to keep him quiet and out of sight. The family had a lot more adults than children, and most of the children were girls. Though he had an older brother, he quickly latched on to his only male cousin, Rik, who was two years older. It wasn't long before Mikkel discovered why his cousin was so quiet and hid from adults. Mikkel felt helpless and frustrated with the family who did nothing to help Rik, even though most of them knew of the abuse. Mikkel started to rebel against his family and ran away from his own home several times to stay with Rik. Foolishly thinking he could protect his older cousin. His uncle started to lash out at Mikkel and often hit him, starting when he was 8 years old, when he tried to stop the abuse of his older cousin.

Mikkel played around with most of the instruments Rik could play and became decent on the guitar, piano and several other instruments but didn't have the discipline to stay with them enough to develop his skills. Mikkel was in and out of school, often trapped in his uncle's house and forbidden from attending school or leaving the house. His cousin started to date Ollie and often Mikkel would tag along or meet them where they hung out. For awhile he had a crush on Ollie simply because Rik did but it soon faded. Part of this rough patch was his brother trying to move away and the strife in the family that the teen couldn't process. Mikkel started stripping, at 14, in order to have money to help Rik, including taking him to the hospital when his parents wouldn't. He had stolen his older brother's identity card and passport and lied about his age and gender to get work. This is also the same time when his brother Ansgar fled to get free of the family and the abuse. Losing his brother had a terrible impact on Mikkel.

Mikkel, 15, was heartbroken when Rik disappeared, fleeing from his family. He was too young to leave and started to hang around with Ollie who also suffered from Rik being so far away. Mikkel learned how to take care of cars from Ollie, one of the few things he managed to stick to and have any interest in. Soon, Ollie moved on too as his racing and stunt career blossomed. Mikkel, alone and lonely, decided that as soon as he could he was going to find Rik and become a rockstar too. He started drawing and writing poetry to fill up his time and even tried his hand at tattooing which he's interested in as well. He started dancing more often to hoard money to get the papers to travel and leave Denmark, intending to join Rik in Sweden. With Rik gone, Rik's father/Mikkel's uncle turned on the young teen, abusing him to try and find out where Rik had run to. The aggression over Rik's absence escalated over time leading to several incidents of significant physical abuse that left Mikkel unable to dance and more than once suffering injuries that might have caused at least one concussion. Mikkel doesn't know because he wasn't taken to the doctor for his injuries.

A few weeks before his 18th birthday, Rik and Ollie sent enough money to fill in the money that Mikkel had hoarded to let the youngest of the family flee. He joined Rik's band on tour in Los Angeles. Without any other abilities and a desire to continue caring for himself, Mikkel started taking jobs in clubs along the LA strip and the surrounding areas.

Young and impulsive, he's trying to figure out what to do with himself but hoping to become famous like his older cousin. While he really enjoys stripping, Mikkel dreams of joining a band or becoming an artist, either a traditional one or a tattoo artist.

Cousin: Rik Soeren riff_razor
Brother: Ansgar Kjeld Soeren lynoprorer
Friend/Crush: Harald "Skull Smasher" Østberg dodsmetall_kriger
Best Friend/soulmate: Fredrik Halvorsson rebellisk_tarta
Sugar Daddy Partner: Sigurd "Does it Deeper" Magnusson basmastare

Mikkel had taken extra time tonight since he knew Harald was coming out to the club. The Dane bet the man had never had a lap dance either so he took the initiative to set aside one of the back rooms for later in the night. It would be fun and he wondered how Harald would react to getting one, maybe not at all.

It was after his second dance of the night that he came out into the crowd. He's in the highest heels he had, tiny little shorts and a lacy bralette. Finding Harald isn't hard at all. The huge blonde was taller than most and if he was honest, the people staring was a good indication. Mikkel came up and gave the Norwegian and unannounced kiss on the cheek.

For Nexus prompt 3. "I love you. You know that, right?"

There was a music awards show on, one that Mikkel had found out Rekker was attending, of course with Bjorn. That alone made it worthwhile to watch. He wanted to know if they would cause a scene. They had talked to Rekker briefly at the beginning because he was handing out an award for the best up and coming band in Los Angeles. None of this was really important to the Dane at this point. What was important was being curled up in Sigurd's lap, with Fredrik sprawled out, head on his thighs, and curled around the Dane's long legs. The now empty pizza box tossed at the end of the bed and the contentment that had settled over all three of them.

Mikkel had never been this happy, this safe. He had never even imagined that it would be possible. The thoughts had him idyll stroking Fredrik's hair and he could feel Sigurd's arm around him, doing basically the same, toying with the ends of the Dane's hair. This might be the first time he ever imagined there would be no more pain. Mikkel glanced down at Fredrik when he started to shift and fold his arms on Mikkel's legs so the Swede could rest his head on them while they watched. When he looked up at Sigurd, the dark haired Swede was concentrating hard on the performance playing on the screen and sipping his drink.

Everything was perfect but the pain needed to come out. Mikkel burst into uncontrollable tear that may have been happy or just letting the pressure off the pain valve he kept so tightly closed. Either way, he soon saw both of his partners give him a concerned look. All Mikkel could do was shake his head because he was crying too hard to speak. There wasn't anything wrong. The tears were because everything was too right which didn't make much sense to Mikkel even if he was drowning in those emotions at the moment. He wrapped and arm around Fredrik and buried his face into Sigurd's chest. The only thing he could do was cry until he was done crying.

Mikkel opened his eyes, rubbing at the crusty mascara stuck in his lashes. The room was much darker and the TV was off. He must have fallen asleep. He could hear Fredrik quietly snoring and still feel his arms around his thighs. Sigurd though was awake, talking to someone quietly on the phone. It sounded like Bjorn from the yelling coming through, probably screaming about being at the awards show, no doubt. Mikkel didn't move much but leaned enough to kiss Sigurd's chin. The bassist started to mention getting off the phone to which Mikkel shook his head before settling back down against the older Swede's chest and half curled around the younger Swede's torso. Physically, this wasn't the most comfortable position but emotionally, this was heaven. Mikkel didn't want to give Sigurd the opportunity to get up too quickly even if he imagined the Swede's legs were probably asleep at this point from the two blondes more or less laying in his lap.

For What are we? moments 6 looking for them in a crowd

( Too many groupies. )

For 100 Ways to Say I Love you #63. "We make the best team."

( A little Wholesome Mischief )

For Nexus prompt 2. Sometimes, things really do get better. and the Platonic Intimacy List

( Love Between Friends )

For casual affection 23. brushing strands of hair away

( I'm just getting ready )

For SMUT prompt 22) “Look at you, I’ve only started using my fingers and you’re already shaking.”

( Daddy's home )

For Hugs #16: ‘not wanting to let go’ hugs

( Just for This )