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For Nexus prompt 3. "I love you. You know that, right?"

There was a music awards show on, one that Mikkel had found out Rekker was attending, of course with Bjorn. That alone made it worthwhile to watch. He wanted to know if they would cause a scene. They had talked to Rekker briefly at the beginning because he was handing out an award for the best up and coming band in Los Angeles. None of this was really important to the Dane at this point. What was important was being curled up in Sigurd's lap, with Fredrik sprawled out, head on his thighs, and curled around the Dane's long legs. The now empty pizza box tossed at the end of the bed and the contentment that had settled over all three of them.

Mikkel had never been this happy, this safe. He had never even imagined that it would be possible. The thoughts had him idyll stroking Fredrik's hair and he could feel Sigurd's arm around him, doing basically the same, toying with the ends of the Dane's hair. This might be the first time he ever imagined there would be no more pain. Mikkel glanced down at Fredrik when he started to shift and fold his arms on Mikkel's legs so the Swede could rest his head on them while they watched. When he looked up at Sigurd, the dark haired Swede was concentrating hard on the performance playing on the screen and sipping his drink.

Everything was perfect but the pain needed to come out. Mikkel burst into uncontrollable tear that may have been happy or just letting the pressure off the pain valve he kept so tightly closed. Either way, he soon saw both of his partners give him a concerned look. All Mikkel could do was shake his head because he was crying too hard to speak. There wasn't anything wrong. The tears were because everything was too right which didn't make much sense to Mikkel even if he was drowning in those emotions at the moment. He wrapped and arm around Fredrik and buried his face into Sigurd's chest. The only thing he could do was cry until he was done crying.

Mikkel opened his eyes, rubbing at the crusty mascara stuck in his lashes. The room was much darker and the TV was off. He must have fallen asleep. He could hear Fredrik quietly snoring and still feel his arms around his thighs. Sigurd though was awake, talking to someone quietly on the phone. It sounded like Bjorn from the yelling coming through, probably screaming about being at the awards show, no doubt. Mikkel didn't move much but leaned enough to kiss Sigurd's chin. The bassist started to mention getting off the phone to which Mikkel shook his head before settling back down against the older Swede's chest and half curled around the younger Swede's torso. Physically, this wasn't the most comfortable position but emotionally, this was heaven. Mikkel didn't want to give Sigurd the opportunity to get up too quickly even if he imagined the Swede's legs were probably asleep at this point from the two blondes more or less laying in his lap.
oprorsk_sode: (Sure?)
For What are we? moments 6 looking for them in a crowd

Too many groupies. )
oprorsk_sode: (Over Bright)
For "What are we?" prompt 22. feeling a flutter after something they've done dozens of times

Mikkel danced most nights that the bands were on stage but no matter how many nights passed he always worried that Sigurd was going to abandon him. His mind easily imagined the Swede never coming back or convincing the tour to move on without him. Mikkel knew the thoughts were ridiculous but that didn't stop the hurt or worry. He stepped up on stage with his clicking heels. The crowd was rowdy tonight but not abusive, loud and yelling. The lights too bright to see until he got to the pole at the end of the stage. One hand on it as he glanced over the crowd. At first his heart sunk and he had to start the dance without spotting Sigurd in the crowd. Sometimes, like tonight, for no reason he felt the lump rise as if he was about to burst into tears. He was good at biting them back.

He hooked his leg on the pole and slid around it only to turn and get locked in the Swede's gaze. Sigurd must have just sat down, drink on the table and lighting a cigarette, but his eyes were on Mikkel. The Dane could feel his gaze sliding up his body as if it were his hands from a distance. Mikkel smiled and went back to dancing. He felt every bad emotion fall away now that he had proof he wasn't forgotten.

A few men offered him money and the Dane was careful how they gave him the bills. Sigurd's eyes were surely watching them closely while he fumed with his usual raging jealousy. When he stood up a waving hand caught his attention. Sigurd was standing at the edge of the stage, cigarette hanging out of his mouth, and a bill in his hand. Over time, Sigurd had at least started to get into the groove of a strip club; offering money, monopolizing Mikkel's time with private dances, and generally working the system.

Mikkel took advantage of the fact that Sigurd wasn't allowed to touch him. It was a game they played when he worked and as much as Sigurd acted mad over the whole thing his actions and reactions said something completely different. Mikkel turned his back on Sigurd and swayed his way down to a squat before sliding around to face Sigurd. The Swede's eyes were wide and the cigarette nearly falling out of him mouth. Mikkel took that cigarette, taking the lewdest drag from it before offering it back to the Swede. Even though the other bassist wore lipstick too, he managed the most put out eye roll at the print of pink on the end.

Mikkel leaned in closer, pretending he was about to kiss his partner. The other men in the bar howling over the eroticism in Mikkel's behavior. That all faded away to the background when Sigurd's lips touched his. It was barely a kiss, the kind people might mistake for simply being very close. The Dane knew those lips touched because his whole inside space fluttered. It didn't matter how many times Sigurd kissed him. The first one when they met up or woke up or walked into the same room caused his insides to somersault and tremble.

Mikkel knelt down all the way to the very edge of the stage, body nearly against the Swede's chest. The little jacket slid off his shoulders. The Swede was already tucking one of the bills into his bralette, fingers lingering on the skin too long. Another flutter of lust.. attraction.. love? Raced through his body. Mikkel had no idea what the feeling was but as it spread across his chest the skin flushed pink.

“Brat...”

Mikkel pushed a finger to Sigurd's lips to silence him. “Later.” He whispered before slipping away to finish on stage. Everytime he caught a glimpse of Sigurd's hungry and pissed off gaze the fluttering rushed back. Every night, every dance. Every time he caught sight of Sigurd's eyes glued to him it happened, his whole insides fluttered as fast as his heartbeat.
oprorsk_sode: (Come Get me)
For Smut Prompt 46 “Wanna see what I’m wearing underneath all this?”

I'm a Terrible Tease. )
oprorsk_sode: (Drinking)
For Smut Prompt #4 “You’d better be quiet if you don’t want to get caught.”

You shouldn't be staring. )
oprorsk_sode: (Playful Flirt)
For casual affection 23. brushing strands of hair away

I'm just getting ready )
oprorsk_sode: (Hot Legs)
Ways to say I love you 75 "You're overworking yourself... Please take a break."

Sit back, relax, and watch )
oprorsk_sode: (Oh yes)
For SMUT prompt 22) “Look at you, I’ve only started using my fingers and you’re already shaking.”

Daddy's home )
oprorsk_sode: (Default)
For 101 Ways to Say I Love You 23. "I want you, and only you."

I'll slap your face. )
oprorsk_sode: (Sweetheart)
For Hugs #16: ‘not wanting to let go’ hugs

Just for This )
oprorsk_sode: (Come Get me)
Smut Prompt 51) “Did you touch yourself while I was gone?”

Cut for NSFW )
oprorsk_sode: (Smiley)
For smut prompt 27) “Oh honey, you know, you really shouldn’t tease me.”

Backstage Before the Show )

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